Tuesday, January 4, 2011
the hardest thing for me to do is to pretend. I smile though I'm breaking inside, hiding the pain.I talk is if nothings wrong, as if my life is a fairytale. when people come to me crying and asking for advice i help them through their pain, in order to avoid my own. I secretly feel that I'm a great actor because i could pretend. no one really knows who i am. the lost boy who cant find his way back, a dieing plant struggling to live, someone drowning and cant be saved. i just grin and bare it wishing i could make it through.